Feel Good Ache

blueskyemergency:

Sleep my dear child
And try not to grow
I’ll find you a safe place
Where the wind softly blows

Sleep my dear child
Your heart is pure gold
I will keep you safe
Until you grow old

Sleep my dear child 
Before the fire is burned
Remember life is precious
Every day is a page to be turned 

Sleep my dear child
I love you so
I’ll find you a safe place
Where the wind softly blows


 

Senseless

She thinks I’m funny when I’m serious

Thinks I’m sane when I’m delirious

To her, it really makes no sense

06.01.12

With words like knives
Each syllable, a razor blade
And eyes like black holes
Still I won’t be afraid

Pretty Little You

thegreatestactor:

it must be nice
to be perfect, to
widen the eyes
of the loveliest men
and rarely feel a thing, to
never see ripples
or veins
or stubble
upon sun-kissed legs
that you’ve barely
touched, to
hardly wear makeup
and walk out the door
all composed
all aglow
smiling perfect
porcelain white, to
never get taunted
or teased as a kid
or ever feel hurt
for something you
can’t help,
oh
it must be peachy
to live in your shoes
knowing what
you were born with
will protect you,

for now

06.01.12

You want to see me die

In your head, I call your name

And I see you turn away

And you won’t ever be the same

You want to see me die

In your head, you play a game

And I see you burn away

Slowly you will fade away

"Not everyone in your life has a right to know how you’re suffering. My pain and struggle is my burden and mine alone to carry. Just leave me alone."

— Feel Good Ache

"If people cannot love you for all the things that you aren’t, then they don’t deserve to hate you for all the things that you are."

— Feel Good Ache, Another Stupid Thought

Running in Circles

I say that I hate you
That I’m so over that
Running in circles and
Then I come right back

You say it’s my fault
Could you be more exact
We’re running in circles
They say opposites attract

But I can’t stay here
Another hour or day
And I can’t wait here
For you to find a way
Cause I can’t stay here
When I see you running
And I can’t wait here
For what’s never coming

We’re running in circles

I say that I’m sorry
But I am not to blame
Running in circles till
I’m drowning in shame

You say it’s my fault
For all that we became
You’re running in circles
You’ll always be the same

But I can’t stay here
Another hour or day
And I can’t wait here
For you to find a way
Cause I can’t stay here
When I see you running
And I can’t wait here
For what’s never coming
But I can’t stay here
Another hour or day
And I can’t wait here
For you to find a way
Cause I can’t stay here
When I see you running
And I can’t wait here
For what’s never coming

We’re running in circles…

more, most, mostest

I never understood how

My world could come apart

But losing sight of you then was

All it took to break my heart

And I took for granted

All the words you’d never say

And I can’t believe that

You’re not here with me today

But I’ll tell you this

I’m alright, and I’ll say it loud

And I’ll tell you this

That I think you’d be proud

So I’ll tell you this

Just this once, and like before

And I’ll tell you this

I loved you then

Now I love you more

05.29.12

You can hold the reigns

But there’s no tug left in this war

No resistance in the remains

Of the woman you loved before

You can hold your head up

But there’s no truth in your eyes

No humanity in the remains

Of the angel I loved, it’s all died

You can keep the memories

But there’s no sweet refrain in view

No resemblance in the remains

Of the devil I came to regard as you